EPISODE DIX-HUIT : just fine

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OUTSIDE what is outside? i don't know because i'm not even sure what home is anymore. but i know that this makes me happy:


and i got to see WHITE DIAMOND this week at the movie theatre

she makes me so happy

THE RICHES i did. i made it. i'm here. my new "home". far from the riches, i am now back on the student budget and lifestyle with signs of an income off in the future. at the moment, a very distant seeming future. but it's all amazing. i just smile to myself (sometimes on the outside) when i walk around. i live in europe!!! i'm still getting settled, it took me two years to find myself in new york, so no doubt that i must have patience. ha! it's always about patience.
i've started to make friends and i have almost stopped referring to the people in my course as THE CHILDREN and THE KIDS. sometimes they can be extremely juvenile, even for 18 year olds, but here it comes again... PATIENCE. there are some brilliant people and some are really nice. my best mate so far MUSLIM-ISH has been really great. he's helped a lot with my studies and overall helping me adjust to the new culture of things. there's also CYPRUS (obviously from cyprus) who is odd but a cool guy and we bitch together quite well. and naturally, like a moth to a flame, i have befriended all the fine black women in my class. NAY-NAY constantly makes me laugh, and DORA is another study buddy. we make a great team and balance each other. she makes finance make sense and i help her get the computer programming. yes! i'm a nerd again! i kinda missed it. and it's so nice to be using that part of my brain again.
not that i don't miss design. and i did have fun art directing SEA SALT the other week, lol. he made a great logo for a company and i just gave some feedback that we both agreed refined it. ah...

MILE HIGH not so high but i've definitely gone the mile. or kilometer as my british treadmill tells me. scored the hottest israeli (not SEA SALT) and nice firecrotch. but london nite life is taking some adjusting to. everyone goes out in packs, so i'm left feeling the solo wonder. even if i'm not looking to hookup, just dance. i'm the solo dancing queen! but not for long. i made yet another journey through the internet and scored again! not like that... well not yet. i met MR EYE. we have had great times already from bar hopping to SUGABABES at G-A-Y. but now i've met his crew and they are awesome! been out twice with them so far and they are a really really great bunch of mates. (hee hee, i love saying mates.) they have already started inviting me out with them and i don't think they realise how amazing it makes me feel. to be making nice friends. and thank god, people who know how to drink and dance! i won't settle for less.

MEDLEY still love SOPHIE, although now her tour is postponed to MARCH!!! now it's to coincide with a GH. i'm just excited to have even more new music from one of my favourite women. speaking of live acts, the SUGABABES tore it up!!! the album CHANGE is really a great pop album. mind you it's no TRIP THE LIGHT FANTASTIC and it's not JUST LIKE ME. yes! the KEYSHIA COLE album is out and fucking fierce. keyshia's album is possibly the best album of the year!!! who knew!!! mind you KYLIE MINOGUE is bringin it too! as you saw earlier, 2 HEARTS is f.i.e.r.c.e. and she's not alone! her sister DANNII is tearing up the dancefloor with TOUCH ME LIKE THAT. all this combined with MARY J being JUST FINE (my current theme song) and GIRLS ALOUD raining down more hits with CALL THE SHOTS (this may be their first album i buy!), i'm just on overload of new music. through it all that BRITNEY BITCH made what critics are saying is her best album yet. GIMME MORE is ace and i'm addicted to TOY SOLDIERS, so i may agree but i have to see. sometimes the album can give me a headache. lol.
oh and check out the gorgeous SHAYNE WARD! stop drooling, he's mine bitch.

SEPTEMBER/OCTOBER 2007 PLAYLIST

GIMME MORE (Dirty Radio Version) — Britney Spears
LUCKY — Lucky Twice
DO IT WELL — Jennifer Lopez
MADEMOISELLE JULIETTE — Alizée
TIRED OF BEING SORRY (Radio Edit) — Enrique Iglesias
BLEEDING LOVE — Leona Lewis
NO U HANG UP — Shayne Ward
DOUBLE MISE — Willy Denzey [french HighSchoolMusical]
JUST A LITTLE BIT (Radio Edit) — Mutya Buena
I TALK TOO MUCH — Just Jack (feat. Kylie Minogue) [on US iTunes!!!!!!]
HANDLE ME (Radio Edit) — Robyn
L'OISEAU ÉLECTRIQUE — Pinocchio
HOT STUFF (LET'S DANCE) — Craig David
SINGLE AGAIN — Trina (feat. Christina Milian)
HEY BABY (AFTER THE CLUB) — Ashanti
A FLEUR DE TOI — Vitaa
DON'T YOU WANNA FEEL — Rogue Traders
DARK ROAD — The Annie Lennox
WHAT'S A GIRL TO DO — Bat For Lashes
VIVRE OU SURVIVRE — Nâdiya
BECOME WHO YOU ARE — Mainstay
SO SMALL — Carrie Underwood
BAD DAY — Daniel Powter