EPISODE DIX : fuck the pain away

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OUTSIDE well you know, somebody has to have standards. and apparently when it comes to fashion and models, it's the british.

GREY'S ANATOMY work is shaping up. it's definitely keeping me busy and that's a great thing. it's good work stress and not too much stress. at least at this point. the people are great and i'm enjoying what i do. always learning, always growing. as for school, no comment. i will make a decision in the next week or so, and then it really begins.

MILE HIGH so for the parental advisory section, i have to be more with the times in my heading. and MILE HIGH is the great show that i've just gotten into. yes, as MR. MARTHA STEWART points out, it is over a year in the running, but still... it's new to me and still has new episodes. so it's current! you should check it out on BBC AMERICA ON DEMAND. anyhoot... all the booze and sex since my breakup have helped and i feel it's time to take my life back. blah blah, pathetic, but i'm healing and that's that. oh there will still be booze and sex, and anyone who i may date or whatnot will have to understand that my heart is not mine to give. but i'm ready for it to not all be meaningless. you know exactly what i mean. which is why i had to give a shot out to PEACHES, for her brilliant zen-like understanding, that really, yes really, sometimes you have to FUCK THE PAIN AWAY. it's a song, buy it on itunes.

MEDLEY i'll hold off on more SOPHIE ELLIS-BEXTOR talk until she is actually in the UK top 40 again, cuz she will be. but i am so happy with the new MYLÈNE FARMER song, i'm liking it more and more... and although i'm not in love with the album, thanks to CINAMMON's ranting and ranting and ranting and raving over KELIS WAS HERE, i've started listening to it again. it's too many tracks (16!!!), but as always she brings it and there are some really strong songs on there. i do like her quite a bit. i mean i am one of the few and proud that own all 3 of her albums... so the song will never be popular enough with me to make it in the top 10. but SIOBHAN DONAGHY was the first SUGABABE to leave the group, and i still enjoy her sound, it's quite different. and this is just a pleasant new video for her new single.


TOP TEN
::01:: Catch You — Sophie Ellis-Bextor
::02:: With Every Heartbeat — Kleerup feat. Robyn
::03:: Des Rails — Zazie
::04:: Built For Bluejeans — Tyler Dean
::05:: Vivre Avec Toi — Lionel Tim
::06:: Lock U Down — Mya feat. Lil Wayne
::07:: Devant Soi — Mylène Farmer
::08:: Femme De Couleur — Shy'm
::09:: Tellement Beau — Chimene Badi
::10:: Mon Pays — Faudel