EPISODE DIX : fuck the pain away

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OUTSIDE well you know, somebody has to have standards. and apparently when it comes to fashion and models, it's the british.

GREY'S ANATOMY work is shaping up. it's definitely keeping me busy and that's a great thing. it's good work stress and not too much stress. at least at this point. the people are great and i'm enjoying what i do. always learning, always growing. as for school, no comment. i will make a decision in the next week or so, and then it really begins.

MILE HIGH so for the parental advisory section, i have to be more with the times in my heading. and MILE HIGH is the great show that i've just gotten into. yes, as MR. MARTHA STEWART points out, it is over a year in the running, but still... it's new to me and still has new episodes. so it's current! you should check it out on BBC AMERICA ON DEMAND. anyhoot... all the booze and sex since my breakup have helped and i feel it's time to take my life back. blah blah, pathetic, but i'm healing and that's that. oh there will still be booze and sex, and anyone who i may date or whatnot will have to understand that my heart is not mine to give. but i'm ready for it to not all be meaningless. you know exactly what i mean. which is why i had to give a shot out to PEACHES, for her brilliant zen-like understanding, that really, yes really, sometimes you have to FUCK THE PAIN AWAY. it's a song, buy it on itunes.

MEDLEY i'll hold off on more SOPHIE ELLIS-BEXTOR talk until she is actually in the UK top 40 again, cuz she will be. but i am so happy with the new MYLÈNE FARMER song, i'm liking it more and more... and although i'm not in love with the album, thanks to CINAMMON's ranting and ranting and ranting and raving over KELIS WAS HERE, i've started listening to it again. it's too many tracks (16!!!), but as always she brings it and there are some really strong songs on there. i do like her quite a bit. i mean i am one of the few and proud that own all 3 of her albums... so the song will never be popular enough with me to make it in the top 10. but SIOBHAN DONAGHY was the first SUGABABE to leave the group, and i still enjoy her sound, it's quite different. and this is just a pleasant new video for her new single.


TOP TEN
::01:: Catch You — Sophie Ellis-Bextor
::02:: With Every Heartbeat — Kleerup feat. Robyn
::03:: Des Rails — Zazie
::04:: Built For Bluejeans — Tyler Dean
::05:: Vivre Avec Toi — Lionel Tim
::06:: Lock U Down — Mya feat. Lil Wayne
::07:: Devant Soi — Mylène Farmer
::08:: Femme De Couleur — Shy'm
::09:: Tellement Beau — Chimene Badi
::10:: Mon Pays — Faudel

EPISODE NEUF : mon pays

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OUTSIDE GATORS ARE #1!!! don't know why i care, but it's fun and cool and i love my school. oh... so don't put milk in your tea ;)

GREY'S ANATOMY my new job is really cool so far. still getting used to the weekly and everything, but it's really nice and i think i'm gonna have a lot of fun. and isn't that what it's all about? plus i'm working on a PC again, fascinating... alors, i am deciding between schools, argh! i've clearly narrowed it down to two... at the moment it's looking like SOUTHAMPTON, but i'm stirring on it until the end of the month. i'm trying to weigh out all the benefits and it just seems that i should bite the bullet and not just go to CITY because it's in LONDON. too many factors... then the financial search begins, pffft!

SEX AND THE CITY well like a recovering addict. i am finally closing the door on mon ex-copain. NOT locking it. but for the first time i have not responded to his email or instant message. i will one day, but for now my heart still races when i see his name and i have to move on. even if i don't want to. and i really don't want to still. but i'm not looking back, it's the only way. actually, WITH EVERY HEARTBEAT by KLEERUP is really helping. with lyrics like, "and i don't look back, though i'm crying with every step i take" & "and it hurts with every heartbeat". all set to an electro buzz, how is that not healing?

MEDLEY fucking love CATCH YOU by SOPHIE!!! and 4 more tracks have leaked from the album. this is totes gonna be the album of the year for me in 2007. the only thing that i imagine stands a chance of being better is if kylie releases hers this year as well. and a new MYLÈNE FARMER song is out! from some soundtrack and i'm loving it so far. DEVANT SOI... in front of you. il faut que je voir cela femme en concert! i think that's how you say it? pffft! my current top 3 artists all producing new material... and it's turning out great so far. bring on 2007!!!


TOP TEN

::01:: Catch You — Sophie Ellis-Bextor
::02:: With Every Heartbeat — Kleerup feat. Robyn
::03:: Built For Bluejeans — Tyler Dean
::04:: Vivre Avec Toi — Lionel Tim
::05:: Femme De Couleur — Shy'm
::06:: Lock U Down — Mya feat. Lil Wayne
::07:: Le Sand Chaud — Lââm
::08:: I Go Crazy [Guiseppe D.'s Radio Mix] — DHT
::09:: Des Rails — Zazie
::10:: 1980 — Pascal Obispo [feat. Mélissa Mars]

EPISODE HUIT : divide and conquer 2007

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HAPPY NEW YEAR! BONNE ANNÉE!


OUTSIDE you all know already, sadam is dead... then there's the SHOT SHOW [for all things gun and bullet related], in orlando this weekend... and on the bright end of things, University of Florida is in the college football champs!!! despite some criticisms SI : Why Gators Will Lose To Ohio i stand by my boys.
GO GATORS!!!
BRING IT!!!

GREY'S ANATOMY my last day with my current freelance gig is this friday. voila! the better news is that i have my next gig! and it's at a lovely trade publication. a weekly, eek! but i'm very excited. fun creative and interesting. and it looks to be my final creative gig, as i'll be there until my move [or hop across the pond if you will] in september. on the school front. no news. still waiting to here from 3. and i can't decide between my top 2. i'm stirring on it til the end of the month. because i'm waiting this month to also not only file taxes, but my freakin FAFSA, pffft! the only thing i can hope for from it is a $1000 stafford loan. but ya know, gotta take what you can get. 2007 i've decided, after a debaucherous new year beginning... is going to be all about DIVIDE AND CONQUER. not really sure how it applies or how to interpret it. but it makes me feel agressive and ready, and at a time when i feel so divided and scared, that's hot!

SEX AND THE CITY hee hee... it's been way too long for this section and i don't wanna cover it really. let's just say i had my ode to kylie with an aussie fling... got my kiss on new years [note to self : don't make out with shorts guys while standing!]... and the year has started out with a drink everyday and making more bartender friends ;)

MEDLEY where to begin, Where to begin! SOPHIE ELLIS-BEXTOR is back in full force. you can check out all the greatness at the official website. the video will be released to TV next week and it looks hot, her running around venice and all. until then the link at the top is of her first live performance, during new year's eve... i finally got the video for my last #1 of 2006 and first 2007. the vid is cheesy and stupid, but the set is cool and of course the song is fabulous :)) on the french musique front, ZAZIE has a new single DES RAILS and it is very cool, very zazie. MYA is releasing LOCKDOWN with has grown on me, total mya cuteness. and after over 10 years, i finally have an mp3 of this russian song that i loved and had on cassette. i just never knew how to spell her name in english until i talked music with the russian waiter at good ol' Posh ;) her name is Светлана Львовна Гейман [Svetlana Lyvovna Geiman a.k.a. LINDA] and the song is Мало огня [Malo Ognya/Not Enough Fire]... and for closing, KYLIE's current SHOWGIRL HOMECOMING TOUR is now released as a LIVE CD!!! and we can all finally enjoy that wonderful new song WHITE DIAMONDS... =)


TOP TEN

::01:: 1980 — Pascal Obispo [feat. Mélissa Mars]
::02:: Catch You — Sophie Ellis-Bextor
::03:: With Every Heartbeat — Kleenus feat. Robyn
::04:: Le Sand Chaud — Lââm
::05:: Built For Bluejeans — Tyler Dean
::06:: Vivre Avec Toi — Lionel Tim
::07:: With You — Janet Jackson
::08:: I Go Crazy (Guiseppe D's Radio Edit) — DHT
::09:: A Feelin' Like That — Gary Allan
::10:: Beware Of The Dog — Jamelia