EPISODE DOUZE : walk this way

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GREY'S ANATOMY the school saga continues and it hasn't even started yet! pffft! but i've spoken to the actuary and have a direction. that's always a good thing. i'm feeling good and excited. despite the fact that now my new life is 6 months away and i'm scared shitless. keep on truckin... the birthday and the funeral was as weird as it sounds to combine. seeing most of my close family and being in my hometown (ain't been in miami in 2 years) was just as weird but kinda good. however with the combined would-be anniversary avec mon ex-copain, i totes shut down internally. just couldn't take it all. but last weekend helped me a lot and i'm feeling decent.

MILE HIGH this last weekend was in boston, which i just find to be so cute. i visited THE GRADUATE with MR. MARTHA and it was just lovely. spending some QT with good friends and relaxing a bit. even got to the gym. phew! but also did some shopping damage, ouch... and sadly this coming weekend i lose another, yet a-fucking-nother. SOCO is off to minneapolis. i'm retarded so i'm sure i'll cry at some point next week, because it's just not set in yet. i'm not even that attached, i suppose knowing that him or i would be leaving the city soon anyways. and we've only known each other for 4 months. but we instantly hit it off and he is someone i will never forget. and the supportive relationship that he's provided is just what i needed after the breakup. just to remind myself that there is always more out there. nothing is ever over. and you can't give up. the whole point of life is to live... okay back to something fun!

MEDLEY the theme song to MILE HIGH (the world is mine by HOOVERPHONIC) is brilliant, love it, smile it, BE IT!... the new PUSSYCAT DOLLS song with SHAGGY called DONT ASK HER THAT, is very nice. typical PCD and you can't go wrong with that. DOWN WITH LOVE is the new bside to SOPHIE ELLIS-BEXTORs new single and it is one of her best songs! this shit is sooooo brilliant, l-o-v-e-i-t!!! and it's not as bitter as it sounds. "take it all in, let it all out. somethings you just can't live without. and when you're down with love, there ain't no cure at all." TA-RUE!!!... otherwise... MACY GRAY is FINALLY MADE HAPPY and it makes me happy, delightful tune :)... CHILLI of TLC with MISSY ELLIOTT have brought it with a stomper on STRIAGHT JACK, it's ghetto and good but i hope CHILLI tears it up with her solo material. her voice is as beautiful as her body. IMO... and finally ITS ALL TRUE by TRACEY THORN of EBTG is damn mofo catchy. it will be charting, that's for sure. 80s twinge and it's stuck in your head. so 2007 is hitting the floor running with music, let's hope it keeps up. 2006 (pronounced two thousand sex) was quite a hot year!


TOP TEN

::01:: Catch You — Sophie Ellis-Bextor
::02:: Des Rails — Zazie
::03:: White Diamond [Live] — Kylie Minogue
::04:: Devant Soi — Mylène Farmer
::05:: Briser Mes Chaînes — Sofiane
::06:: Walk This Way — Sugababes Vs. Girls Aloud
::07:: Partons Vite — Kaolin (on US iTunes!!!)
::08:: All My Friends Say — Luke Bryan
::09:: Lil' Star — Kelis
::10:: With Every Heartbeat — Kleerup feat. Robyn

CHANGE i just have to build the hype. there is potential, POTENTIAL for this country's first african-american president! no matter how far he may get in the running, or even if he becomes president. the significance, that he is taken as a serious candidate! BARACK OBAMA is a good man and i am hoping for the best this next election. whoo hoo!

EPISODE ONZE : l'amour, la mort

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OUTSIDE another cultural icon is gone. and whatever may be, i didn't hate her and she lived life. ANNA NICOLE SMITH had her moment and her death is tragic. here is a mock of her tv show, that is one of her higher moments...



in other news, Italy has now joined the loving ranks of Canada, Spain, South Africa, Belgium, the UK and some others, becoming that much closer to allowing same-sex marriages. this US of mine can really get frustrating at times. grrr... much like my beloved NYC when they arrest protestors and forget our favoured civil rights. pffft!

GREY'S ANATOMY playing phone/email tag with the british actuary is leaving me really frustrated. i've almost concluded which school i will attend but i just want his thoughts to... i guess comfort me and support my decision. alas, it is MY decision. and i'll be filing my income taxes this weekend, which then means, pick a school and apply for FAFSA and the money hunt begins. argh... but work work is going quite well. i'm learning, which is always the best... my sad note is not only anna died yesterday, but my uncle as well. he was deteriorating, and it's good that he has no more pain. i love him and my aunt and will be flying back to miami this weekend to spend my birthday at his funeral. if i believed in symbolism, i might see something in that...

MILE HIGH so the more interesting bits lately have been that THE PRINCESS and THE ROCKER where in town to celebrate THE ROCKER's birthday last weekend. L-O-V-E them! it was a crazy weekend and many fabulous events. THE PRINCESS is definitely one of the most special people i've had in my life and playing host to them was an honor for me... speaking of loved ones even more, SOCO is leaving, like most of those i get close to, he is running away. seriously, it's for the best because this is a great career move for him. so we are down to our last two weeks... deux semaines... what is a girl to do?! :( on the emotional front, as you can see there's a lot. aging, death, lost loves, including the fact that my birthday is also the would-be anniversary with mon ex-copain... which will wonderfully be quickly followed by valentine's day. which i'm not a fan of, and last year was the first year it was ever significant for me. i've moved on a lot and grown a lot. LOADS. but there is still pain. and more importantly, love...

MEDLEY so... music music music... much like NSYNC, there is a new guilty pop sin for me. SUGABABES have combined with the powers of GIRLS ALOUD and covered the song WALK THIS WAY for charity. dear god it's awful. and i fucking love it! at least right now. it's camptastic fun and truthfully if you LOVE... and i do mean LOVE pop music. you cannot help but like this song no matter how awful it is. you have to at least bare through to the middle of the video where the have a fucking WALK OFF!!! nothing like dual runway walk off. BRING IT!